- to like my boss. Especially when a freind has invited me to a Paul Weller concert and I've got two days annual leave left, and he agreed I could have the afternoon off and now he's changed his mind and says I can only go at four, and I have to get the train instead of get a lift, and instead of a relaxing journey before a concert, I'll have a really stressful one, and only get there an hour/45 minutes before the actual start of the concert.
- to know what to do with my life. I'm stuck in a rut, and have been for a while
- to follow God, especially when he asks me to love fellow Christians, alot of whom are idiots
- to be myself. I'm always being what other people want me to be. I'm like a human/chameleon genetic experiment.
- to know who I really am.
- when someone says they love God but don't demonstrate it in the way they treat people.
- figuring out who God really is. So many people have different opinions, even in Christianity.
- to accept Christianity as representing Jesus.
- to separate Jesus from Christianity. I've been brought up with it and it's taken root inside me and it hurts to pull it out.
- to motivate myself to do things when I know I should.
What do you find difficult?!
I find it difficult:
ReplyDelete- when people say one thing and do another
- when people lie to me and then expect me to believe them next time
- to drink anough water
- to remember my house keys
- to call people by the right name, especially if they are related
- to remember what I did yesetdray
- to sleep
- when I realise that sometimes I say one thing and do another
- not to scratch my eczema
- to mingle in a room full of people
- small talk after church
- to know what to say when people ask how I am, whether they want the answer or they want to hear "fine"
- what to do when other people talk to me about someone else