Death Of A Friendship

What's the cruelest form of rejection?

Being ignored.

If you do that, you're telling someone they don't matter, they're not worth your time.

I know how that feels now.

And it hurts.

Today I finally realised I lost a friend that was important to me, and the hardest thing about it is that it's all so pointless. It could all be avoided with a bit of open-ness, but apparently that's too hard to do. Apparently the friendship wasn't worth working on or saving. And that I find desperately, desperately sad. I may have been the one in the wrong but I've admitted it, but that doesn't count.

I hate what life does to us as people.

:(